Croft almost smiled. Tar paper, he said, was $2 a roll, and she would need at least 4 rolls. Canvas was cheaper, 80 cents a yard. Most people who could not afford proper lumber simply stuffed newspaper into the gaps and prayed.
Ingred said she had already seen the newspaper in her cabin and knew it did nothing.
Croft nodded. No, it did not. But it was free. And free, he said, was exactly the sort of thing people in her position could afford.
He looked at her with an expression that might have been pity and might just as easily have been contempt. Then he offered his advice: find a husband. Find a family to winter with. That cabin was only a shell. One hard storm and the wind would go through those walls as though they were air. 2 cords of wood, no insulation, and alone out there. He said he had watched the Grande herders come and go. The ones who made it were the ones who had help. The ones who did not…
He let the sentence remain unfinished.
Ingred bought the 2 cords of wood. When she had paid for them, she had $2 left. The wood would be delivered in 3 days. She rode back to her cabin, and all the way home the same calculations repeated in her mind: 8 weeks of fuel, 16 weeks of winter, 10 weeks short, walls that let wind pass through them, a cracked stove, 240 sheep that had to be kept alive, and Elias Croft’s unfinished verdict: the ones who did not have help.
What she did not know, as she rode home beneath the heat of August, was that winter would not wait the full 16 weeks. It was coming in 10.
September brought the first cold nights. Ingrid woke one morning to find frost on the inside of her window, and when she breathed, the vapor hung in the air of her own room. The newspaper stuffed into the wall gaps had compacted and drawn back, leaving space exposed. She counted 7 places where daylight came through the walls. All through that month she walked with her flock over the hills north of the Musselshell, watching them take the last of the summer grass. The ewes remained healthy. The lambs were growing. The wool on their backs was thick, greasy, and matted with lanolin, dust, and burrs. When she sheared the spring lambs for their first cut, the fleece came away in heavy, oily sheets that smelled strongly of animal and earth.
It was that smell that gave her the idea no one around her in Montana had imagined.

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